Hello sweet starlet,
today is the day of the Immaculate Conception and the Virgin Mary can only entrust my prayers because it helps me realize my dream of having you here with us!
Now time is running out, but really ... shaking the body after the meeting in Vietnam told us that until January 10, we hope to know you are there and you'll be our own, otherwise you will have to wait and start over in June 2011 to hope ...
Do not you know that my love is deep sadness in my heart, and indescribable!
A sense of fear, anxiety and even disappointment. Why
life is putting such a strain?
We have suffered enough in six long years of waiting?
We never asked for and demanded nothing so special, wanted and we just want to be a mom and dad and give all our love to a puppy until you want the impossible ...
This time we really believed we had, I felt near and yet now we're slipping through my hands .... and we can not do anything!
What a great sense of helplessness and even anger ....
I ask humbly to Jesus every day and my guardian angel to give me the strength to overcome this latest test, because the fear of "collapse" is a lot of new ...
And you my little one, if you are already there and we're waiting, help me to continue to fight for you and your mom will do anything to succeed one day, hopefully not too far, to join our family!
few days will be Christmas, the holiday that celebrates the "birth" and "holy family", I imagined a year ago that would have been with us but it was not possible ... but do not worry ... however there are, because you're part of us and you are always and I always say, every minute, every moment of the day in our hearts .... INFINITE LOVE YOU ......
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